Remember December

Laying in bed with cramps
Volatile I’m floating around the collective subconscious
One time in the snow,
so far away were you
When I’m frantically
trying to find one measly little sunglimpse
the sky falls down
Oh, my aching heart
Will it tear me apart?
Remember December
Remember December
Sometimes my retina induces a still image of a me gone
rolled up in fetus position
She says she does not want to come out today
There is no point in Rolling up the blinds,
the sky has fallen
Remember December