Monthly Archives: January 2020

My sister is the girl behind the mask.Hides bloody knives in her drawers. Beloved sister on a grass plate.Sunstroke.Played out in a twisted horror movie on repeat.Blood red dirt under fingernails.Lost in a violet dream somewhere else. Absent-minded. Live and behold for something.See in the dark and scan for things that might be of interest and grab some things that might come in handy.The photo archive with blurry polaroids.Hurt and blurt out… Read More

Cut me again Mama and use me as your dumpster.Psyche me out to the core. Tears welling up.Smile in contentment because malice is in your blood.Stare at me in the hall and wait for an answer that does not come from my puckered throat.Be bloody grateful that any words come out of my mouth at all. Be bloody grateful that I get out of bed every morning… Considering the trauma I’ve been… Read More

Since I drifted away at sea, I’ve had horrid nightmares.A scarab crawling up the wall.Resurgence at the door. I feel the truth circulating.What’s true for you in this moment? In the swirling clouds? Processing while in deep sleep and experiencing the core of the matter.Drifted away on the waves of the stormy sea and ended up here.Can feel the clouds swirling.Can feel those bleeding parts.Razorsharp red blazing flashbacks. Trace back to the… Read More