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Since I drifted away at sea, I’ve had horrid nightmares.A scarab crawling up the wall.Resurgence at the door. I feel the truth circulating.What’s true for you in this moment? In the swirling clouds? Processing while in deep sleep and experiencing the core of the matter.Drifted away on the waves of the stormy sea and ended up here.Can feel the clouds swirling.Can feel those bleeding parts.Razorsharp red blazing flashbacks. Trace back to the… Read More

It’s 5 in the morning and I’m out on the moor in the fog because I can’t sleep.It feels like my spirit wants to leave the body.Don’t want to know of anything.I’ve been walking out on the moor for too many centuries now.Years of tears.After the storms gather yourselfand pick up the pieces again and again. Laying still in shock. Paralyzed because of soulshattering terror.Upload and unleash all those plaguey voices from… Read More

So traumatized I can barely function. Died so many times inside I’m not living. I’m just existing in some strange fucking way. I sleep all day to forget it all. I’ll repress everything in this exile I’m in. I shut my thoughts off because I can’t take this anymore. I am in deep shock. I do not feel good sitting and dwelling on all the trauma that’s been. This prolonged torture and fumbling… Read More